Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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12:44 am - present
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and you are all gone unless you really wish to understand...
my entries have been "private" and now will be turned to "friends only" as now my friends have been whipped off. Dont worry, I still read yours, you who are interesting. I dont want to be on your list if you arent interested in me.
if you wish to-
I am perfectly ready to pop outta my shell.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: C&C
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(14 rApiSTs | rAPE My MiND)
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Monday, October 20th, 2003
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2:36 am - no shit
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and my alarm clock goes off, not only 10 minutes ago...
this is the start of my day...
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(rAPE My MiND)
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Friday, October 17th, 2003
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8:17 am - "are you scared of what youll see?"
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I hate promises in a row that are broken.
do both thats by far unexpected and awesome
do one instead of the other thats still riding high
making up excuses about not doing either- let me take away your shovel so you can stop digging...
current mood:  lonely
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(1 rApiST | rAPE My MiND)
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Thursday, October 16th, 2003
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11:31 pm - and with out the use of modern day signs, we are all lost
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paper doll life
and I woke up to a very familiar voice in my bed.
and then fell back asleep, having the best sleep I had all night.
hour later I proceeded to school...
met up with my oh-so delish boyfriend after i reached my education quote for the day.
***together-ness***
Downtown looking for a street in a place that has no street signs live.
5 O clock traffic.
Hid in Protec for a bit.
Piano time.
Frys= reservoir dogs, usual suspect, ballistic, the legend of drunken master-- but then I put them back, im just gonna buy them online. ha.
Chuys= Bandeedos
Super Target.
Me right now.
I know I haven't updated.
It slips the mind time to time.
I plan on trying to update everyday now that the fucking harassment squad has left to presu making there own journals and/or doing what ever.
I never want to talk to them or there friends, just reminds me of bad times.
I got a new job! My parents are trying really hard to not let me take it but its good- I dont really wanna describe it because I wanna make sure its a good job.
ACK I start tomorrow IM EXCITED.
Tomorrow I want TCBY and to skate- Its the perfect weather, must take advantage. Then I must stay up all night!
DAMN! Im bored- this whole Internet thing is getting a little boring.
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(2 rApiSTs | rAPE My MiND)
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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
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1:14 am - this is to only document the insanity
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and in her mind she begs for the answering machine to pick up-- and after she leaves her tears on your machine she prays that she recieves a destressed call right back, someone she can tell is worried and cares...
her world feels so much better all because she was talking to someone on the other end.
too bad thats not how the peices went together-
and all she left with is "...please... please... please..."
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(1 rApiST | rAPE My MiND)
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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
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4:11 pm
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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10:28 pm - wine and dine they tell her
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I put my car in the shop Monday to get repainted--
since i made an appointment in such an advance my car was there 'project' for the days to come.
I got my car back today, it looked actually VERY VERY good.
I told them I was sorry for bitching at them so much, and that it was too bad it took the second time around to look this good.
I drive my car not even more then 30 miles and the engine blows.
towed the bitch.
I have a warrenty that i paid a grand for when I bought the car-- it covers ALL OF THIS. I am so happy i have this warrenty because over the summer I used it to get 2000 worth fixed. Its already double in value.
If I can I am considering pay the differences in engines and upgrading to something a little faster-- and a little more how do you say? Manual?
I am so tired- im off to bed... it has been a LONG day.
Ps.I cut off all my hair.
mmm, how delish
current mood:  aggravated
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(1 rApiST | rAPE My MiND)
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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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1:53 am - worthless
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